parce que je suis jeune

blossomswithin:

One of the most attractive characteristic I find in my significant other.

So it was confirmed today that I have PCOS and may have a Thyroid problem. They put me on a higher dose of Metformin than I already was on and gave me birth control pills. I’m fine with that. No big deal, another day in the life. 

But I’m just so tired of walking into doctors offices and them telling me they can fix me when its pretty obvious they haven’t yet. I weigh more than I ever have and I hate it. And don’t you dare tell me to go on a diet because trust me I’m on one. But you get discouraged when you try so hard, and nothing happens. 

I’m just hoping this will work and my life will be normal again..I miss that so much. I mean, I can’t do things with friends when they ask cause I’m either feeling like crap or I have a doctors appointment..(seven this week alone). So my friends have stopped asking to hang out. And since I’m home schooled I don’t even socialize at school. I had to quit dance, which killed me because it was one thing i loved doing! But honestly, who wants to watch a fat ballerina. Nobody.

Sorry if this was unexpected and too long. I’ll go back to posting pretty pictures and keeping my thoughts to myself..